Another day and I am reminded that my life is a train wreck of events that has lead me here. Why do I do the things I do? How have I gotten to this point again? It seems the burden of life is weighing heavily upon my shoulders and my knees are buckling from the load. Many times I have seen the stresses of life overwhelm people and they shatter like ice falling on the floor. For I shall not stumble nor will I fall. I have been through worse and this merely a speed bump on the road of life. Look out life, I will not take this lying down nor will I go quietly into the night!!!!!!!!!
NO FEAR my ass, I am scared to death! For me I find this statement concerning. I have spent a large portion of my life in the service of others. Be it as a soldier, a security professional or a pseudo parent protection has been my life for longer than I care to remember. During my rough and tumble life I have been on both side of the coin, I have done good things for/too bad people and bad things for/too good people with ramifications that left scars all over my life. During my career I have seen great people and had the pleasure to speak candidly about some of the work they did. Across the board from all I spoken to, they all point to the standard definition of hero “one who does the job even though fear is paramount”. It is amazing that most never consider themselves hero’s just people doing the job as needed. In that I see and feel the same driving force: fear (like pain) reminds me I am alive and guides me. Fear makes me think, rethink, prepare, pack, unpack and repack. I vividly r
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