The other day a friend asked me “do you just sit around and
think I’m gonna do that today?” and I had without hesitation I went into a long
explanation of how I must know how everything works. As I left the question
stuck with me and I began to take a hard look at my life. Since I was able to
walk I had a burning desire to know how stuff works. As my father bought a set
of encyclopedia I fell in love with them. If I had a question or thought off
the encyclopedia I went to figure it out. Never have I been one to leave stuff
alone let alone not know how to fix it, make it or understand the mechanics
behind it. Often times I find myself way
to deep in something before reality hits and I have to back off. I am fortunate
to be surrounded by people who support and cherish my passions. The down fall
is that I only buy the best and must have enough to furnish a small army. This
drive has led me to creating this and my website. I know it, learn it, master
it and will pass it on here!
I guess Lee Ann Womack nailed it when she belted that song out. How many times have we been there? We say we are not going to fall for someone and then out of the blue, one little smile and its all out the window. Before we know what has happened we are picking ourselves up off the floor in pieces. More times that I would like to say, I have been hurt by caring too much. Even more times than that I have sworn that I would not care and I would be ok with this one. Yet I continue to get hurt and am a friend to many who do the same thing. Is it so bad? I would rather go through life with pain than to live with nothing. Pain reminds me I am alive and that I still care. It is a burden to bare a life lived without emotions. We are creatures of love and compassion. We live our lives trying to be a part of something and more of that time is spent trying to care. We gauge ourselves and others on how they care. We almost set ourselves up to cause and feel pain. Many even try to end thing...
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